Genuine Love Is Not a Distraction

This past Sunday was Father’s Day and I emotionally wasn’t able to hold myself together without crying.

I’ve gotten to the point I realize because I am not bipolar, being wrongfully diagnosed. I had to learn to separate each of my emotions without the label, “oh I’m suddenly sad because” I’m bipolar. Nope!

Learning to separate each emotion overtime I realize I’m sad because I’m not accustomed to being happy, feeling inner peace, I replace joy with the closest memory of pain, to the point I’m crying for hours, on and off. Why!

See, it’s emotional growth not to self sabotage a healthy relationship. It’s emotional growth when I can see from my own perspective, I am sad in this moment because I am not accustomed to inner peace, feelings of happiness and joyful moments of laughter.

The closest moment of pain, hits me like a rock and I can’t imagine why moment to moment I feel my deepest fear is abandonment.

Creating a world of possibilities came with stepping out on faith, creating memorable content, pouring into my circle who really haven’t experienced walking in my shoes, being unseen and not heard.

Yesterday Father’s Day over 3 million viewers have read our content.

When I speak about sad moments I experience, as best I can I imagine the best way—what does it sound like coming from a place of pain and suffering, holding my head up high, speaking from a place of love and gratitude with strength while in pain.